Monday, June 27, 2011

Self-Gratification (Sariling Sikap)


I could count the seconds between your sighs, the gaps between the grunts. Well-measured, timed perfectly, so as to avoid notice. I could almost hear you counting under your breath as you grind your hips clockwise against mine. And then counter-clockwise as you start over.

As I draw near, you whisper words a bit louder. Somewhat faster. A little more urgently. But the tone is off-key. Definitely flat. They sound like words to a song. No, not beautiful lyrically. More like learned by rote. Four aahs followed by two oohs then a yes! Now repeat the first stanza.

I hold you tighter, afraid that I have lost you. I whisper my love, as I taste that familiar earlobe. You smile. Say the words I want to hear. But your eyes remain vacant, staring at an invisible metronome at the ceiling. Then everything stops. I lay beside you, spent. As you rush to the bathroom to clean yourself.

photo from here

23 comments:

the green breaker said...

mabuti pa ang nagsisikap mag-isa, no?

Akoni said...

Ang galing mo sean magsulat ng mga ganito...nahihirapan utak ko gilingin minsan...hehe

Mikel said...

I won't mind dirty clothes such as these be hung on my front yard.

Nice.

chinoi said...

Halinat magsariling sikap hihi

린코 said...

this post is just dripping with eroticism. i like. XD

Juan der Last said...

I'm an even bigger fan. :)

Pepe said...

hala. bakit trending ata ang topic na ito? got to read 4 blog entries in the last 1 hour and it all tackles same subject. hehehe

ayoko mapressure. lol

Zip Reid said...

man, you're such a genius!

^travis said...

with your posts, things are not always what they seem. i wish i could write like that. :)

Leo said...

idol, im amazed. that's all. :)

empi said...

Sean, bow ako sa mga panulat mo! :)

c - e - i - b - o - h said...

sabi ko na nga ba eh.. hihihi

#inspirational.. :))

Mr. Chan said...

nice again! :D

makes me wanna lay in bed with a stranger. lol

renz bacani ginez said...

yay!! nakaka-amaze nga.. magaling na magaling..

Kuya Kyle said...

nice kuya sean...

napaka-creative kuya eventhough nag-root lang siya sa mababaw na title. :D

galing...

Viktor Saudad said...

...and as I lay there, I succumb to the silence of the room, to the whispers of regret, and to the advice of memory.

RoNRoNTuRoN said...

magaling! henyo. na arouse ako. hihi. :D

bienvenido_lim said...

Touch me just like that
and that, oh yeah now that's heaven
Now that I like, God, that's so nice
Now lower down where the figs lie

-im sure u knew w/c musical is this from

-=K=- said...

Id rather resort to self gratification myself than to pseudo-makelove to someone.

egG. said...

yung oohh ahhh lang naintindhan ko.. nilabasan na pala siya...

tas derecho sa cr lol... heheheh...

kalalim la-ang... hehehe :D

the.island.guy said...

Oh wow. This made me hard LOL.
Not gonna lie

Sean said...

@the green breaker: oo nga. mabuti pa ngang magsariling sikap na lang..

@akoni: salamat akoni hehehe.

@mikel: thanks mikel.

@chinoi: hahaha tara!

@nikki: naku baka iba na nag-drip diyan :P

@juan der last: thank you juan :)

@pepe: baka maraming tigang hehe.

@zip reid: aww, thanks zip.

@^travis: thanks travis!

@leo: salamat leo. :)

@empi: aw, thanks empi.

@ceiboh: salamat kiko.

@mr. chan: thank you. go na!

@renz bacani ginez: ay salamat!

@kuya kyle: aw, thanks kyle.

@viktor saudad: that's really beautiful! thanks viktor.

@ronronturon: hahaha! salamat ron :)

@bienvenido_lim: hmmm... spring awakening? haha.

@-=K=-: same here. it's feels less lonely...

@egg: talaga namang yung bastos pa ang natandaan mo eg. napaghahalata. joke! :P

@the.island.guy: Lol! just like viagra in prose.

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