Voyeur

Inaamin ko. Mahilig akong mamboso.

I get off on watching, just watching. I don't even need to touch, or be touched. I just silently watch.

In the gym. I pass by someone in shorts doing sit ups. Past the hemline, blurred by its shadow, aaaaannnnnd money shot.

In the loo. I'm pissing in the urinals, someone stands beside me, I do a quick shake, and as I turn away, click click click.

In the sauna. Animated conversation with a hunk, we do high fives, my eyes never leave his, he briefly looks away, and snap snap snap.

In the showers. Half-open curtains, he's rinsing his front, he turns around to rinse his back, and flash flash flash.

In the hot tub. I time it perfectly, he's been there a few minutes, I get in, he gets up aaaaannnnnd close up shot.

Just to make it clear, hindi naman ako garapal. I don't linger. Being able to catch that perfect but fleeting moment is where the excitement is. And then that's where my imagination cums.

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